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Post by Rosalind Neveah Bonner on Aug 6, 2017 21:58:36 GMT
Rosalind pouted, her face falling as she straightened up some. He was right, she knew it. It was a wonder she'd managed to get to the point where she was able to do it with ease from across campus. Doing it from so far away would be a feat and a half. She let out a sigh. I know. I just... She bit her lip, shrugging and trailing off.
At his next words she frowned but climbed off him all the same, going to grab her phone. She went back to sitting on him, wiggling a bit to get comfortable and dialing his number, waiting for him to answer. What am I supposed to do? She questioned.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 6, 2017 22:09:50 GMT
He pressed the answer button on the phone, making sure TTY was on. Speak He told her. He wondered a bit if she'd never looked it up, but then realized he really didn't talk with anyone but her and the Headmaster. And the Headmaster had no reason to call him. He really didn't call his parents too often, either, let alone had he done so in the last week like he intended to. Guess he was surprising them. He realized it probably never even crossed her mind that he would - and could - call people and answer the phone. I'll show you how this works, in case video calling or telepathy doesn't work. You won't be out of options. He assured her. Am I a chair now? He asked lightly, though he was trying to seem annoyed.
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Post by Rosalind Neveah Bonner on Aug 6, 2017 23:27:03 GMT
"Testing testing one two." Rosalind said with a giggle. "Is it working?" She smiled a bit at his words, the hand on his chest bunching his shirt a bit. I didn't know this was a thing. I guess it's good then, so I don't over-exert myself trying to make sure you're okay every day. At his question she giggled again, wiggling her hips and sticking her tongue out at him. Of course, you didn't know that? Comfiest chair ever. Rosie flashed him a grin before leaning down and kissing him again.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2017 0:15:10 GMT
Deimos nodded, setting his phone down next to him. So just remember, even if you can't use your powers, and video is being dumb, I'm still available. He paused. And I also showed you that because our texts will be limited. I think I get like... 100 text messages a month. He said, frowning. He hoped he wouldn't have to renew the contract. At least he was able to keep his own phone, but the contract they were given for their trip was heavy on minutes, okay on data, and horrible with text messages. Which maybe for a hearing person, that was fine. But for someone who had to use an app just to answer a phone call, none of that was really ideal.
He raised an eyebrow, "I am, am I?" He asked her, return the kiss when she kissed him, and then holding her in place for another one. It's what you get for using me as a chair. He told her. He glanced over when his phone lit up, sighing as he was saw it was his alarm. Had it really already been hours since he finished packing? That didn't seem right, though the time and alarm said it was. Time needed to learn to slow for important goodbyes. He let out a groan as he sat up, holding Rosalind in his lap still. I will miss you, so, so much. And don't worry, everyone in my hometown is ugly. He was trying to joke because he knew it was going to be far too long before they saw each other again. At least they were getting a more direct route home, and if weather permitted, the scouts were talking about getting plane tickets instead.
He groaned, mentally this time. He hadn't gotten any closer to any of the other people on his team. Especially not the girl from the same year as him. She was still complaining about how they shouldn't let criminals, let alone werevamp hybrids, go a scouting mission. Deimos ignored her most of the time, it was easy to do because she didn't try to get his attention pretty much ever, but he really wasn't looking forward to spending potentially over two weeks with her.
He begrudgingly got up, gently bring Rosie to the floor, before going to his suitcase. It had never been so hard to leave someone. Even though he knew it wasn't true, his mind was telling him it'd be like everyone else in his life, that he'd come back and Rosalind would make a snide comment, saying she thought he'd be gone a lot longer, that it was over, that she had never actually wanted him. He knew it wasn't true. He knew it. But still, his mind was reminding him his biological parents, his own flesh and blood, had wanted him dead before he was even born. His adopted parents, as loving as they were, were always quick to get rid of him, not sure how to handle a growing and grown hybrid. Rosalind had been the only person who remained a constant in his life, well, her and now Felix, but he was scared of losing the more familiar constant.
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Post by Rosalind Neveah Bonner on Aug 7, 2017 1:15:48 GMT
Rosie pouted at his words, sighing. I wish it were more. She thought with sigh. Why only 100? That's not nearly enough. At his question she grinned and nodded, wiggling even more. She sighed into his kiss. If that's what I get that doesn't seem like a very bad deal for me. She mused. Rosie looked as well when his phone lit her, her face falling when she realized what that meant.
She kept her arms around his neck, burying her face in his shoulder, shaking her head lightly. I don't want you to go. She'd tried her hardest to keep the words to herself in the week leading up to his departure, knowing that as much as it sucked this was a really good opportunity for him, and she truly wanted to be happy for him. And she was. But she was also going to miss him. I'm going to miss you too.
Her chest felt thick and she was sure she would cry soon. Her arms wrapped around her waist, biting her lip as she could feel the tears pricking her eyes. Deimos. She said softly, watching as he walked over to his suitcase. She went over to him, wrapping her arms around him, not wanting to let him go. I love you.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2017 1:41:43 GMT
Deimos forced a smile, returning her hug and burying his face in her hair, kissing her head. I'll be back before you know it. He hoped it was true. Despite his mind cycling through doubts, he knew this was a good opportunity, that Rosalind meant those words, that he wouldn't lose her just because they were apart for a bit. I love you too. He replied, blinking back tears. Why was he so close to crying? This was ridiculous. He didn't cry. Not for something like this.
He knew it was for something like this, though, because he'd never had this. He was clinging so desperately to the one person who loved him unconditionally, who helped him, who eased his moods when they got too overwhelming. If he was honest with himself, he didn't want to leave either. He would've been fine never seeing his parents again (either set of them), and giving his adopted parents a call every once in while to say hi and make empty promises about trying to get up to Greece for the holidays. Now he was leaving the unconditional love for the love of parents, obligated love. He was going away from her, and she was his ears, his sanity, his heart. Finally, he pulled away, though he seemed reluctant, I should meet up with rest of the team. He told her.
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Post by Rosalind Neveah Bonner on Aug 7, 2017 2:15:11 GMT
Rosalind nodded, taking a few steps backward. She let out a deep breath, reaching up to wipe at the tears on her cheeks. Be safe. Don't get into too much trouble. She said jokingly, trying not to let the tears fall anymore than they already had.
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It was roughly two weeks into Deimos being gone. Rosalind had more or less moved into his room, finding that more comforting than sleeping in her own dorm. It smelled like him, and he had a stash of alcohol that she helped herself to whenever she had a hard time sleeping. It hadn't gotten to the point where she was dependent on it, and she never got drunk like the first night she'd drank. Just enough to make her relaxed enough to fall asleep.
Tonight was such a night. She'd fallen asleep relatively quickly buried in Deimos' covers and pillows. It wasn't late by any means, but the general exhaustion over the last couple of weeks had caught up to her quickly. Today had been one of the days she didn't hear from Deimos very much because they were actively searching for the hybrid. And the bullying that had begun once Deimos had left was particularly bad today. So when Rosie returned to the room she'd simply collapsed onto the bed and passed out.
The nightmares she'd been having had taken on a different form. Now, some nights she had the regular one of her and her brother being attacked, and then she had nightmares of losing Deimos. Her mind would come up with the worst ways possible for him to die, and she'd wake up heart pounding and call for Deimos until he answered and put her mind at ease. Tonight had been one of those nights, and Rosalind now sat up in the bed, breathing labored and face sweaty as she tried to get the image of Deimos' burning body out of her head.
She was about to slid out of bed to the cooler where the alcohol was when there was a gentle knock on the door, and then it was being open, and she could see Felix's head poking in. "Rosie?"
Rosalind wiped at her face, sitting up again. "What's wrong Felix?" She asked, even though she knew the answer. It was getting close to the full moon, and Felix didn't take medicine like Deimos did.
The door opened fully and the young boy shuffled into the room. It looked as if he had been crying. "It hurts, Rosie."
"Aww, c'mere." She held out her arms, waiting for Felix to climb into bed and into her lap, his head resting on her chest. She did like she'd done for Deimos whenever he was in too much pain, gently projecting a feeling of calm to the boy. Demi...can you hear me? Are you able to video chat right now?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2017 2:38:57 GMT
6:30 am. Deimos couldn't remember the last time he saw those numbers on a clock corresponding to morning. It was inhumane (no pun intended). At least could get ready quickly, so while he was waiting for the others, he was sitting outside a cafe with a coffee, yogurt with fruit, and a piece of cake, trying not to fall back asleep. What child would be up this early anyway? Let alone on a Saturday. One of his team members had said something about getting this done and over with, and Deimos couldn't agree more. But that didn't answer why they had to be up so early. Or maybe it was answered, but last night was the full moon and he was still trying to recover from that. No alcohol. He even was given a limited amount of pain meds. He sat at the table pretending like he didn't feel like dying at the moment. Everything hurt. At least he could smoke. He hadn't done so since he had returned home after finishing school, but it was something like a comfort to him. Something reserved only for home.
He was startled a bit when he heard Rosie, putting out the cigarette quickly, as if she had just appeared in front of him instead of just using telepathy to talk. Uh.. yeah. I can. He told her, pulling his phone out. He saw the time in Antarctica, realizing the full moon was just beginning there. He sighed, having a feeling he knew what the video call was for. He prepared his table, casually putting the ash tray on the empty table beside him. He tried taking off his sunglasses, but it was just too bright for it being so early. He hated the sun. He set the phone up against his coffee cup, playing with the remainder of the cake (just crumbs) while he awaited her call.
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Post by Rosalind Neveah Bonner on Aug 7, 2017 3:45:57 GMT
As soon as Rosie got confirmation she opened her laptop, video calling Deimos. When he answered she smiled a bit, waving at him. Hi. She still spoke telepathically, not wanting to disturb Felix who'd begun dozing off against her. It probably looked a bit strange, this eleven-year-old child who was definitely too big to be cradled like this, curled in a ball on a lap belonging to someone not much bigger than he was.
And Rosalind was sure her eyes were still red from crying, and probably had bags that Deimos would not be able to miss. She gently stroked Felix's hair, her arm wrapped securely around his form. "He's having a rough night." She said softly, hoping he'd be able to read her lips. "How are you feeling? It was the full moon there last night too, wasn't it?"
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2017 5:01:01 GMT
Deimos smiled as Rosalind appeared on his phone screen. "Don't waste your energy." He told her simply. He rested his chin in his hands, staring at her with a smile on his face. "Ah, I've missed your guys' faces." He commented simply before his face fell, a snarl replacing it. "Yeah... They limited my pain medication, too." He whined. His eyes drifted to Felix, and he felt like his heart swelled with love. He really didn't think he could love her any harder. But the gentleness she had with Felix proved that notion wrong. It wasn't like he didn't expect her to be good with kids, she was good with everyone, from broody 18 year olds (who were now broody 22 year olds), to the younger aged kids at school. It was just... seeing her with his brother. Seeing the two people that taught him what love truly was, together, made him so happy. He got a tired wave from Felix before the boy drifted off to sleep.
Deimos raised an eyebrow, "Were you...?" He asked her, talking about her calming powers. He would've killed for that last night. He shook his head, not waiting for an answer, looking at her and smiling, "Thank you." He said softly. "For keeping your promise. For being so gentle with him. Seriously, thank you."
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